whats worst than your dearest daddy scolds you every morning & night for something you're trying so hard to improve on . it's never the same like when you were young , when everything's okay when you make the biggest mistake . he's never gna treat you like years back , when you're everything to him .
whats more heartbreaking than you actually had no one to turn to, except him . but obviously he's helpless about it .
whats more worst to make life even meaningless when you find no reasons to wake up early in the morning , nothing you really wna achieve or get at the end of the day .
what will happen when you really wish to close your eyes & never wna wake up ?
the answer is nothing
because i'm not brave enough .
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i keep telling myself that i'm fine ,
i really hope so .
